i appear to have some sort of obsession with blogging today. i feel wobbly-i call HTT, they tell me to play with playdough, and then i end up writing another post.
maybe the NHS should start paying google/blogger some sort of service fee?!
i feel well spacked out right now
hello, my old friend failure
im so tired, but so het up. i wasted so many years being pissed off with mum, and now shes gone. It makes all the bad things that happened when we were kids-well it just makes it all seem so petty. mum shouldnt have died for that.i want her back.i want her to hold me tight and tell me that it will be ok, that she loves me.i dont think that ever really happened.Ed was like this extra member of our family, always there, always on watch.
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ED is a no-good family member. I am thinking of you so much right now because grief is the most difficult thing I think we can experience. Keep blogging and keep writing, because writing a thought is the same as saying a thought, it is being said, it is being listened to, and you are being heard vic.
you are one strong girl. the world is extremely lucky to have you in it.
xx
You certainly are one strong cookie!!
I think its so right that you arew blogging your thoughts atthis time - imagine if all this was getting pent up inside you and nothing had been expressed in the past 5 days...
We areall here, wanting to listen and understand and support you.
You are incredibly brave and special.
Love you,Jennifer xxoo
I agree about blogger being a really great place to get stuff out. Your treatment team sound like crap. I know this is not going to help much, but these withdrawals will lessen as they come out of your system. It doesn't make the process easy though!
*hugs*
Sarah
Your home treatment team sound a bit unhelpful. Sounds kinda like my GP telling me to go walk for an hour. It's frustrating, we're feeling awful and all they're doing is suggesting sways of distracting ourselves that don't really work.
Keep blogging if it helps to let it all out somewhere.
Thinking of you in this difficult time.
Take care,
Cassie x
ED doesn't belong in any family. Blogging is good, keep blogging if it helps.
Hugs
Sarah x
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