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Thursday, 29 April 2010

wheres this going?(9/60 credits and some IT nonsense)

Answers on a postcard please!

Its 2pm, im lazing about my flat-which is a tip-wearing tracksuit bottoms(something which never happens in vicki land) and i feel so uninspired to do ANYTHING right now. And I cant help thinking that by writing about this, I'm just buying into it even more. The thing is, blogging does kind of fill up a hole in my life right now. But im also thinking that maybe, its giving the ED and the SI behaviours more emphasis in a not so good kind of way. I think this kind of occured to me after reading what a few other people have posted about this, and it sort of rings true.

so im thinking i might start posting on my other blog more, or maybe kinda merge the two together.Cos maybe having them seperate is actually the problem, and jumbling all the things i think about, like and what to write about together might help me feel more like me again.

I'm sorry i havnt been all that great with keeping up with peoples blogs recently.its not cos i dont care-really. Everything is triggering me kinda bad right now, so i guess ive just been playing it safe.

lots of love
xxx

5 comments:

mariposai said...

That's really interesting, because I've been pondering about the usefulness of having two different blogs recently...hmm do what's best chick and I'll follow you wherever you decide to post :-)

Sarah x

Jessie said...

I wonder too about whether or not I'm just feeding into these things by writing about them all the time, but there's the problem that sometimes that's just all I can write about. I don't know what the answer is but try what you want and see what happens.

x0x0

battleinmind said...

Hi Vicks, I'm good thanks! My Dad says an ice pack is a good idea :) How about you? How are you doing?
Also I wanted to let you know if ever you find my blog triggering PLEASE stop following! Also I am about to start following your fashion blog :) Do whatever you think best with the merge-or-not of the blogs!

love Battle
xxxx
ps. Sometimes tracksuit days are AWESOME!

battleinmind said...

Oh my gosh those shorts sound AMAZING! I've heard the Topshop sale is really good this season, unfortunately I can't go since I am saving up for summer.
Vous etes a la mode! (You are fashionable!). Today I have been listening to French songs ALL day...especially the one from Coco avant Chanel!

xxxxx

Sairs said...

Hey hun, I actually like having two blogs but my two are so completely different. I like posting my creative stuff on one blog, which hardly has any writing and I write all the shit that is in my head in my other blog! I like having two blogs.
*hugs*
Sarah