It's all so much easier when you are ill. You don't have to think about shitty things that hurt, done by people who shouldn't be doing the hurting. You just think about food. And really, I've been doing that for years so it should be simple by now.
I'm really hurting. It's so complicated and so hard and it really bloody hurts.
Today I lost someone special. I met her in an inpatient programme in York- the best programme I've ever found. I felt safe there, enveloped in care, but pushed- oh so pushed to be well.
Previous girl slipped from us in her sleep.
Rest in peace darling. You deserve peace. Love always xxxx
Hey:)
I love bows, no kidding. My ambition is to make replica clothes for barbie dolls, 'fashion in minature'.
in my spare time, i like customising clothes, lion taming, ponies, taking my goldfish for walks, surfing, boys who play nicely, and a few other things;)
I also spend a lot of time playing with horses :)