sorry pardon mon francais in the title, but-HELP!
i've just taken my blog off private, cos even when its private, it can still be found and read in search engines-WTF?!?! does anyone know how to fix this? I changed the permissions tab in settings to 'dont allow to show in search', but im guessing that just most apply to blogger searches. So there isnt any point in making it private-cos it can still be read (and probably is)being read my 'my place of learning'.I cant even wirte the 'c' word anymore (no, not the rude one your thinking of!) cos it flags up.I've just fiddled about searching loads of variations, and its always top of the bloody list!
i feel like ive been outed, big style-but by my own stupidity. I dont want to have a fake name.And i dont want to have to make up a load of crap about what courses im doing etc-the whole point was that this was somewhere i could write what i felt-and whats the point if it all has to be fake? there isnt any point ib changing the ip-cos it will still flag up.no point in changing my name-cos 'place of learning(POL from now on, im bored of writing it)' will just find it anyway. Basically, whenever i write POL or where i live-even if its in diff posts-it flags up. SHIT. I really wish i'd thought about this
However-i dont think im doing anything wrong.I've not said anything bad about POL, and anyhow-im allowed to have an opinion. its no worse writing it here than joining a crap group on facebook or something. And if people want to write judgemental comments well-so the heck what?fuck em. LET them talk about me, let them slag me off. Anymore nasty insensitive commenst about my mum will probably end with me in prison, but apart from that-just growup and fuck off, yknow. To be fair, the opinions of some misinformed, imature idioys are really the least of my worries right now.
And maybe, hopefully-well perhaps someone with similar ED/SI issues read it at college.and maybe it made them feel like they weren the only one. might even help them.Its kinda like Liverpool all over again, when people laid into me for all the rumours that went around after i went to the police about assault. But hey-its 2 more months, then i am soo out of there.
soooo, im back baby!yehaaaaaaa!
Because keeping secrets kills. And i need to keep talking.
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im proud of you little one - keep going
Keep talking - considering the kind of stuff there is on facebook and elsewhere, it's ludicrous that your blog should be picked on.
I believe in openness, especially where mental health is concerned, and you should not be penalised for being brave enough to speak openly about your struggles.
Sarah x
I think your old posts would still show up despite not being searchable because they'll exist in search engine caches? I'm not really sure, but when my old blog was discovered, Amy (who found it) told me how it could be discovered. So the only other option could be to delete them all... I saved a hard copy of my blog and deleted it, then moved it across to this blog account. I'm the only person who can read it, because I didn't want to delete it completely but I didn't want it to be found... maybe that could be an option?
It's so ridiculous that in a country where we are supposed to be open-minded and have freedom of speech, we cannot post our own opinions on the internet. I know how you feel, even though I use a fake name, I use plenty of fake names, it's just what I do! I don't have a fake identity on here because this is real life.
You've done nothing wrong, I completely agree with what Sarah said - you shouldn't be penalised for having the courage to be honest and speak freely about your life.
GAH. The word verification today for me, is HAPPE. If you say it out loud, it's HAPPY.
SMILE!
<3 xoxo
hmn...well im not sure what i did, but its now a whole lot harder to search for my blog-instead of being top of the list its on about page 10-and thats good enough for now.
xxx
sdpoke wayyyy to soon.it can still be found, cos POL just found it again.my last post was innapropriate!!!FFS!!!!
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