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Monday, 19 April 2010

having a paddy!

I dont want to go to college:(

i know i have to.and i promised that nice HTT dude that I would try

but im so scared

havnt been for so long

and cant be doing with all the 'where have you been' questions

the enevitable mum questions from my tutor

and its gonna chuck it wth rain so cant even wear what i planned and now im having a 'i look fat in everything' meltdown

xxx

3 comments:

Amber Rochelle said...

I never seem to have the right things to say - but I'm thinking of you and wishing you the best.

mariposai said...

Breathe Vicki...you CAN do this. Think about the positives that this course of action can bring. It's natural that you are apprehensive, anyone in your position would be, but things may not turn out as bad as you think. Give it a chance and see how it goes.

Good luck hugs and thinking of you

Sarah x

Sairs said...

I don't seem to be able to think of the right things either, but that is because I'm feeling not too good, but I am really thinking of you hun!
*hugs*
Sarah