conclussions (4/60 credits, half written prac report and some pretty pointless study skills worksheets.oh.and some playdough)

Having just written the longest blog post title ever, i've come to the conclussion that, actually, all i really need to do is spend the next century or so in bed, with my moomin books (thanks jessie), my industrial sized stress ball, and julian paul (unfortuantey, not some secret boyfriend i have stashed away.hes my sock monkey.although he is very cute.).

problemo solved!i dont have to move to London if im in bed to go to uni-cos i wont have 60 bloody credits at distinction level (and seriously, what kind of joker tries to do a years worth of work in 2 months anyway!), cos i wont have to go to college!result!!!

from this, you might guess that im not exactly looking forward to going into college tomorow.in fact, im very tempted to claim a mental health day, schedule in a nervous breakdown for around 11am and stay in bed for remainder of life....how very tempting. Truth be told-id actually quite like a day snuggled up in bed, watching crap films, drinking wine and feeling sorry for myself. there are a few things that prevent this from happening.

I dont really do self indulgent.well, thats not really true-it happens, as you can tell from reading my blog, i soend most of my life feeling sorry for myself...it just makes me despise myself even more. Secondly-well, my life has to run according to the day planner HTT made me.this is THE LAW. and it says that i go to college on mondays, i take a packed lunch with me, and i come home and do my homework like a good girl, play with my stressball and then 'phone a friend' in the evening.So this is what i have to do. Or i'll end up in PRISON (bodmin hospital). Thirdly-well, i think one and two cover it actually.

bloody hell.I've just read that back.maybe, im actually HAVING a breakdown now!

i should probably go now

yeh

xxx