This is NOT a Pro ED/SI blog. I'm not pretending to be perfect, i'm not recovered, but I WANT to be.

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Wednesday, 14 April 2010

i cant believe she did that

i want my mum

i'm not angry-i dont think.just really sad and confused.

5 comments:

Zena said...

I have been reading and following the last week or so, i dont know if I have commented before or not...but know you are not alone, i know its not the same thing but my husband just killed himself 27 days ago..Im not angry yet either, very sad, scared, confused and lonely...missing him greatly even though our relationship was not good...I want to tell you it will get better, I want to tell myself that...I dont that it will for sure, but I have to believe that it will, i will believe that for you too, in case you cant do it for yourself right now.

wishing you some sense of peace during such difficult times.

Love, Tara

Jessie said...

*hugs*

Sairs said...

oh vic, I'm so sorry. I am sending you huge hugs through the computer. I really don't know what I can say or do that would/could make you feel better. I'm thinking of you hun!
*hugs*
Sarah

Jennifer said...

Love you so much.
A safe,gentle hug is being sent.
Jennifer xxoo

Lou Lou said...

sending you so much love vicki. i am so sorry and i am such a big fan of you as a person so i want to send you as much support and love as i can... and i am so sorry. love always