what do i do then?
everything is going wrong, and im tired of smiling through it, and ploughing on regardless.im tired of pretending to cope.
what if i feel like i can do it anymore, and cant face another day like this.what then?
Irregular Choice Festive Footwear 2022: Day 20
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You can. I know it sounds so easy to say, and you've gone through so much already. But you have so much to live for--you are such a smart, kind, funny person. You don't have to smile through it and you don't have to pretend. Do you have any friends there or anyone who could help you out right now. I just feel so badly that it seems like all the support systems you have are failing you. It's not fair and it's not your fault. And please don't let it make you give up.
Oh honey, I wish there was something I could do to ease the pain...to help with the logistics of life. When you can't face being strong anymore...that's when you ask for help. But I know you HAVE asked for help, and I know that everyone and everything seems to be failing you at the moment, and IT's NOT FAIR! It really isn't. But I truly believe you are stronger than you think, and you CAN get through this. Hang in there sounds like such a simple yet entirely impossible thing to do sometimes, but I also think when it comes down to it, it's the only option. But you don't have to smile, and you don't have to pretend. It sucks, and you don't have to be thrilled about it and act like all is well...because it's not. That said, I do genuinely hope that things turn around and the days get easier.
Aw vics...whenever a really tough time comes, remember back to other tough times, there were always nicer brighter times as well, and these brighter times will come again! There are lots of great things waiting to happen, lots of amazing new people to meet, stick with it because you deserve these better times and happy experiences that are to come.
Think of the moomins, and me, in a union jack dress haha!
Sarah x
I just want to say *hugs* and I'm sorry this is so hard on you right now. Please just remember that even when you don't see it, we see that strenght within you!
*hugs*
Sarah
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