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Saturday, 20 March 2010

im scared

im scared im so scared about hospital

8 comments:

Sairs said...

it's okay hun! You need a break from all of this and I think a place where you are safe is going to be good. I know going is scary when you don't know what to expect, but I think being out here, is going to be worse for you right now. It's okay! Take Julian Paul with you, he will help!
*hugs*
Sarah

Petal said...

You will be okay, you're being so brave by going to hospital and it is scary but it will be okay. Like Sairs said, take Julian Paul with you, he'll look after you.

I am sending you many many many hugs and lots of love and if you need anything, or someone to come and visit you in hospital, I'm not too far away, I know we've never met but just let me know if I can do anything to make it easier for you.

Love, Petal.

xo

Jessie said...

I'm thinking about you and I know that even though this is so scary, I'm hoping that it will give you a chance to get some help and get through this really bad time you've been having.

Take Julian Paul with you and when you get back I'll have a ton more Hardly Boys for you.

You are such a wonderful person. All my love!

Lou Lou said...

you are a beautiful diamond
YOU DESERVE HELP
YOU DESERVE LOVE
YOU ARE WELCOME EVERYWHERE

you can do this vic, I really want you to call a CPN or something like this, or make you way there. i hope you are ok, hang in there
I always carry on
I always keep trying
I will recover

I know this is a really hard hared time, but we are all here.
x
lou

Amber Rochelle said...

I know it's scary, but I'm so glad that you are finally going to get some help. Wishing you the best.

Anonymous said...

i know how you feel... so terrified. the first day is hard as hell but it does get better. hang in there. i just found your blog and i hope to keep reading :)

mariposai said...

I wish I could give you an 'everything is going to be alright' hug, but instead I'll say it. You will be ok, and you will be in an environment where help is more readily available.

Take care sweetie

Sarah xxx

battleinmind said...

I'm thinking of you lots, hope you're okay xxxx