This is NOT a Pro ED/SI blog. I'm not pretending to be perfect, i'm not recovered, but I WANT to be.

today you are you
that is truer than true
there is no-one alive
who is youer than you

Thursday, 11 March 2010

make mine a pint (of wine)

Like the title said.

i've had ENOUGH now.
Ed wins.

Even if i get one over on Ed, something else shit just happens, and i cant keep picking up the pieces anymore.its not a life, just consttantly falling apart, each time, i lose another bit of me, and now theres all these gaps that ED just fills.

2 comments:

mariposai said...

ED is only a short term filler for these gaps. Ultimately it will let more bad things in than it appears to keep out. Filling the gaps with something better, something more longlasting is really hard, and takes alot of time and patience, but it is possible. Recovery is like a jigsaw puzzle, it takes a while to find the right pieces to make the picture, but they're all there, somewhere, and you will find them.

Don't lose hope...

Sarah x

Amber Rochelle said...

Sending you a hug, and hopes for a better tomorrow.