FUCK IT!
i managed to get past it, i thought it was ok.so why did it suddenly pop back into my head? and now its there even more.
FUCK IT i swear im such a lash-up. its doing my head in.SI gets more intese than Ed
'go on vic, you'l feel so much better, go on, its ok, trust me, do it.you need to do it. itsthe only way you will ever feel better. you like the relief, but thats just a bonus.you deserve to hurt. you desreve the shame. go on vic, do it, do it now...'
ARG
this is how i rock my socks, this is how i rock my socks this is how i rock my socks this is how i rock my socks(see previous post) this is how i rock my socks
fuck it.oh just FUCK OFF SI
pardon moi francais tonight.
xxx
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Big hug. Wish I knew what to say. I definitely recommend reading your previous post over...and over...and over...and over again. And then read it some more! Sending you the best.
**hugs** All those things in your previous post are so true, and you can fight this. It's so hard and these thoughts are so awful because they just keep coming back. But the more you fight them, the easier it will be to keep fighting them. And remember, it won't get you anywhere new. I know it seems like the only solution in the moment but in the end, it will just be the same thing as before. You can do this. Just keep reading your previous post. Because all those things are true. Even if the SI thoughts say they're not. And if you need to, go to the hospital. Don't be afraid to do that. Just please don't hurt yourself.
awww hun! Wish I could help more. I think those things in your previous post are so true. You deserve so much more than the raw end of the stick you are getting right now. Please fight on vics, you can do it but I know it sucks and I know it's hard!
*hugs*
Sarah
Remember one thing. That you are, and always will be, amazing!
I <3 you too
Sarah x
I hope you are okay Vics, you deserve everything in your last post.
YOU ARE FANTABULOUS.
*HUGS*
xo
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