musings on today

I dont want to.i dont want to.i just bloody well DONT WANT TO!
i've just woken up, shaking and drenched in sweat-yum. so i guess i had some good dreams, or else im really lovin the new dose of my meds.

so in a min i have to start greovelling to the social fund people, after being put on hold for like half an hour, nicely running up my phonebill.then il have o spend the day in cornwalls dodgiest town, hanging around the benefit office, where they drag the whole enjoyable process out for as long as possible.yay.

sorry, i know i keep moaning about this.but ffs!

still, ive promised myself that if i get out of there alive, i can go admire the prettiest belt ever in river island-covered in bows, so i can figure out how to make one for myself!haha

xxx