I'm still trying to decide what to do about my blog, i was seriously thinking of just getting rid of it, cos it made me feel horrible with comments like that, but then what would happen is that id stop talking about things and keep it all in again. I do need some kind of outlet, especially whilst i dont have any help right now. il prob make it private or change the url, if i do il send people invites. i hate that i have to do that, but i think it will make me feel better.else im going to have to delete a ton of posts, and why should i hide things, ive done that for long enough now.
im feeling rubbish today.ive got literally soo much on my mind. Ive gotto get this mess with benefits sorted out, cos its really screwing me up now. ive got college work coming out of my ears and then some on top.and all this stuff ive been writing about in my head. im suposed to be going for a uni interview, in london on tuesday.luckily bought the train tickets in advance, but thats stressing me out as well-not the intervoew so much, but the travel and things.
and the only thing i feel able to actually do is sleep.im so ridiculously tired, and i cant concentrate to get anything done.so hen i feel worse and worse.but i just wake up spinning out anyway so then i get all upsewt, from dreams and things.
i just want it to get a little bit better, cos i dont really think it will anymore.
thankyou everyone for all your support over last couple days, means a lot
xxx
Irregular Choice Festive Footwear 2022: Day 20
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I'm sorry you're feeling so awful but please don't give up hope of things improving. I know lots of people who suffered from depression/EDs/etc for years and still recovered. It can take a long time but it's certainly not impossible, although I know it feels that way when you are really low. Hang in there <3
No wonder you're tired...you are going through a challenging time, which will ultimately make you stronger :-)
Don't let insensitive nobodies put you off from blogging. Who cares what they think, it's your blog and you can say what you like. There are plenty of us who like what you have to say, and would miss you far too much if you left the blogging world!
It's ok to let you and your body rest up, so take it easy
Sarah x
change url maybe? and just comment to everybody and let them know, they will be more than understanding im so sure. please stay in blogland, ill miss you and your bows.
i think if i stopped blogging id go nuts!
its such a helpful tool.
sending you love and strength, that must have been so so so horrible, i hope that those guys never write on your blog again.
sending love.
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