This one is for lou lou!

loubie, im thinking of you, and you have all my wishes and hope for serenity!im gonna miss you girl, you have no idea how much your emails have encouraged and picked me up, especially throught this really rough patch!kia kahora hahahahahaha i love my version!
anyway girl, i just wanted to say, that all the fabulous things you said to me-they apply to you too:)

i had fun answering your questions so thought id put them in my blog...
(questions from lous recent post)
lottery-i  not gonna lie.id spend a lot of money on clothes!haha but id use it to pay way through uni, actually im pretty boring, buy house etc-i guess i crave security or something!oooohhhhbut i would love to open up a littleboutique to sell the stuff i make!

my island book would be 'candide' by voltaire-its about this dude that gets into all sorts f dodgy situations, but gets through on the assumption that i will all come good in the end hahaha hard question cos i love to read!

song-well 'Fans' by kings of leon is my favourite song ever, like ever!donna says it like follows me around, and loads of people say they think of me when it comes on, so i guess it might be that.its my happy song,sad song, angry soon, all rolled into one!one song fits all!and my neighbour knows the words cos i play it all the time! other than that, maybe 'barbie girl' for the novelty facter!

hahah while i think of it,search 'chavs on the moon' on you tube, is hilarious!

food-actually thats really hard, and im embaressed to admit that i dont know.cos im really scared of trying things, and eat the same things all the time.hopefully haldon will help me change that.

race-erm i dont know,sorry rubbish at this game!bit off the point, but i would love to have an irish accent!haha

perfect date-ive had that actually!sitting by the water in st ives, having a chat, watching the sea, sitting in the sun, and just being lost in my own world:)

my language would def have curse words-but they would be ridiculous ones!but everyone would use them seriously...oh DUCK instead of fuck!pants, crapola, bit of a booboo, ooopsy!you can imagine!hahahaha have you ever heard of the saying 'that went a bit pete tong', instaed of wrong!everyone would say that!

would i have my ed in another life-erm yes and no.cos i see what an effect it has had on my life, and my family, and i would love to know how things could have been.but-i think ultimately it was the way it was supposed to be-it means that now im older i can understand how sick my mum is, and why, and it means someone can break the messed up ed cycle in our family-so if anyone younger loses the way, well id love it if i could tell them its possible to find your way back.so maybe i had to have it. I would change the si though.noone deserves to do that to themselves, and have it feel like its the only way to cope.

dream day!ive had that too hahaha was lovely day i had in summer with donna, i wrote a blog post about it, or my birthday last year:)or it would be the day that i had a proper convo with my mum.or the day i open my boutique hahaha

have always wanted to travel to russia, viva la soviet!

hollywood husband-that would be toby maguire, when he was in seabiscuit, or colin firth!i know its weird,  but i fancy him more as he gets older!haha ooooh or maybe ben barnes(but only when he does russian accent form bigga than ben!)


good luck missy!hehhehehehe
xxxx