pic just cos it makes smile:)
so it goes a bit like this...I get stressed about all the mush in my head and feel like its all caving in.so i dont eat cos thats one less thing to think about, until i end up binging, purging and beating myself up for it.
ENOUGH!
mealplan mealplan mealplan.
today i have to go to docs in a min, and ask him if he can write me a letter tosupport my appeal to get the benefit decision changed. then i have to mission it to the jobcentre to have meeting with them to see if they can sort out short term crisis loan, cos, they decided to stop all my income a day before i was due to recive it, which kinda preventsany forward planning.but hey what can you do!im sure that will be fun, and am sure that they will be professional and treat me with courtesy and not berate me for being benefit slob.spot the sarcasm..
I also need to be honest with my doc about the way im feeling, cos i told him i was fine the other day, when i obviously wasnt, and he cant help if he doesnt know how hard its getting. so thats me for the day!
i love my life.i love my life.repeat to fade...and i might start to beleive it.not.
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4 comments:
Try not to let the b/p get you down, it's happened and there's nothing you can do except learn from it and move on. Be honest with the doc to get the help you need and don't give up hope...eventually you will believe that statement 'I love my life' :-)
Sarah x
ps thanks for sending some moomin love my way hehe!
gosh busy day!
AND I LOVE THE CLANGERS. They are my favourite. And yes the Chanel necklace/Jimmy Choo exchange sounds good....I may have to steal the Jimmy Choo's back though ;)
So are you into fashion?
Love Battle
meal plan meal plan meal plan, you go girl, we have to be honest with the docs so we cen gets the helps we needs.
how r u feeling????
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kia kahora baby girl
yes, I must repeat that too! mealplan, mealplan, mealplan! Just letting you know, once again, and I will keep reminding you, that you are awesome :-)
*hugs*
Sarah
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