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Wednesday, 24 February 2010

My ideal holiday destination!

 
I want to go to moomin world!obviously far superior to disney world in that noone has ever heard of it haha, but i love the moomins...so i feel a trip to finland must be neccessary!
ok, so i know that you are all thinking im being even more of an oddball than usual, but everyone knows (well anyone who is sad enough to remember the words from thee thrme tune!) that the moomins 'are happy day after day' so obviously if i live the rest of my life as a moomin, than i shall be too:) haha
 
ok, so things that would make me happy TODAY!im thinking short term here, i guess getting through each day woth a shred of sanity still intactis the most important thing at the moment!
* I would be happy with myself, even if Ed hated it, if it the end of the day i had stuck to my mealplan.
*I want to call my best girl, cos its her birthday and she makes me smile, and shes soo faaaar away!
*being proactive wins the race...so instead of freaking out about college work, im going to aim to concentrate for half an hour on reading then see how it goes fron there (ive met goldfish wth bigger attention spans than me at the moment!).
*im going to put my biggest best bow on, take a deep breathe and call the Ed servive and explain how things are right now.again!
*im going to listen to my 'boybands hits' cd and sing along with pride!
*im going to get through today, cos all i have to think about is today.
*and im going to try and read the letter i got from the police liason officer (ok, i got this a while ago, when another gorl got in touch with me and said she was going to the police, as the same thing happened at uni to her, as to me...same guy, but she was too scared to talk after she saw what happened to me.shes gone to police, and wants me to give a statement.ive had this letter about a month, opened it, saw who it was from and shoved it in the cupboard.now im going to read it, cos having it there is only making me feel worse).
we love the laughter and we love the iving the mooooomins!caring and sharing and erm, cant remember anymore of song!

xxx
 
 

5 comments:

mariposai said...

Hehe this post was lovely to read, and made me think of my friend, who is a huge moomins fan! Taking such a positive attitude takes strength, and I hope today brings you the happiness you deserve :-)

Sarah x

Lou Lou said...

WHAT THE HELL ARE MOOMINS HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH
i obviouslt missed out on something truly majestic!!
i am happy for you vics, beautiful post, you are being a strong trooper and im proud of you kia kahora
xxxxxxxxxxxx

Sairs said...

you are so strong hun! I know it can get tiring having to fight all the time but you're doing it, even when you don't want to and that's really good. Looks like I've missed something majestic too, I have no idea who the moomins are either! They must be fabulous!

Oh, by the way, can you tell Julian Paul that Ziggy is going to phone tonight and he hopes that he's not too stoned accidently put Julian Paul on hold for 3 hours. Currently Ziggy is getting himself a day job to pay for the most humungous of phone bills I've ever seen in my life. He said he was talking for 3 mintues but he got his minutes and his hours mixed up again. Hang on a minute, come to think of it, he did do a little high pitched giggle as I was walking away from him when we had the little chat about his numerous phone calls to his drinking buddies. I would make him clean to pay his dues but he would probably get stuck into the cleaning products and I don't mean to use them as cleaning agents :-P
*hugs*
Sarah

i love bows:) said...

the moomins are truly majestic, im going to try and find you moomin-less people a link to a video:) cos you are missing out!
haha im wearing my moomin pants lol too much info!

sairs, julian paul also has a vey annoying tendency to misuse cleaning products!also feel jp is a muppet for not hanging phone up after 3 hours lol, ut he is pokng me to tell you to say hello to ziggy, and does ziggy know that climbing into the tumble dryer when it is on cool is like getting being on a rollercoaster and lots of fun:p

i think we ought to send jp and ziggy to AA meetings together!
xxx

i love bows:) said...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiZ0eBFTH6k

moomin theme tune!