Button moon

 

When I was little Button moon was my favourite programme. its amazing and if you have never heard of it google it right now! its super cute, and soo simple, everything made out of rubbish basically, with characters called mr spoon and so forth...as i was unpacking my things from liverpool, i found my ole button moon poster:)iys amazing the sorts of random stuff ive been finding over the last few day.

I was trying to think of an appropriate analogy for button moon, and the way im feeling, but not happenng, in truth i just wanted to talk about it, so have no real excuse, other than its uber cute:)haha

i do like how simple it is though, and it kinda makes me wish for the days when my lifewas that simple...but thats just, i dont know, wishful thinking, and life just isnt that way, and i guess its not supposed to be.

My grandad used to tell me the moon was made of cheese:) and that when it changed shape, the moon mice had nibbled it all away.he used to show me the starrs through his telescope, and tell me stories about them. wish upon a star.

ive been wishing a lot recently. for a new start, for escape, for happiness. to feel able to move on from things, wish that i could have a betterrelationship with my mum, wish that she could understand me.wish i knew that for certain that things will change, and it wont stay this way, wish i was different, wish i was me, wish i was anyone else.

well, nothings for certain, and what i really need to do is stop trying to wish my life away, and get on with making it the way i want it to be:)

xxx