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Sunday, 11 July 2010

10 days

Its only 10 more days away.

considering how the previous 10 days have been, im not looking forward to this gradually getting closer and closer. Its too real now-its not some date miles in the future, its 10 freaking days away.

10 more dyas until everything gets a whole lot worse.

clearly, I cannot wait.

I cant fucking do this. There is no way in hell that i can stand there being pulled to pieces by some lawyer who is only interested in baking me look like a massiv liar.Its not happening. I'd rather be dead than that. There is actually a facebook group to SUPPORT that bastard. can you freaking beleive it! And lwayers cant do anything, cos its not set up by him, and doesnt mention his surname. fucking hell. I swear right now, i dont know wether i want to kick seven shades of shit out of him, or curl up and cry.

1 comment:

mariposai said...

Every day that goes by is a day closer to it all being over. Hopefully this court case will give you some kind of closure. Remember, the important thing is that you are a good person, who is doing a brave thing, and I for one consider you to be very courageous. Do get some support during this difficult time, and bear in mind that this awful facebook group is probably full of people who don't know the real story anyway. Facebook often becomes the home for groups of ignorant and bigotted people - you only have to look at some of the other terrible groups people set up.

I wish there was something I could say to ease this tension and anxiety, but please know I'm thinking of you and sending hugs.

Sarah x