Tomorrow

Am so not looking forward to tomorrow...let me count the ways!
Have to go into college tomorrow as my work is being moderated-ive not been in for a real long time, and if have ever been to cornwall college camborne campus you'll understand why! So thats major stress, and found out today have got test tomorrow-well actually found out half hour ago when one of the girls text me, so am not even going to bother worrying about it now, no point. Going by the last one, it'l be alright anyway, data analysis so should be alright.
And christ knows how im even going to get there, cos i bet buses are up creek cos of the weather.
Then have to rush like hell back to truro after college for nurse appointment to get dressings changed, which is always a daily highlight!
And have a crap ton of assignments to do,which now im being moderated, i dont have that long to get in!originally my tutor had a hand it in whenever policy for me, because he knows whts going on, but ive been selected randomly by the exam board for modification so now am proper screwed.
And have now had had to make 2 weeks of ESA money last nearly 6 weeks as the benefit system is a pile of rubbish and they cant manage to do anything on time, so absolutely lovin having to find extra tenner this week to go to college.arg.

And i dunno where my kick ass energy from this morning has gone cos now i feel stressed, inexplicably angry, teary and hideously fat (just to top it off).can you see the pattern here?!

GGGRRRRRRRR am so amazingly pissed off! And im not feeling great either, think ulcer is flaring up a bit, anyhow stomach is so swollen and painful want to cry...oh actually im doing that.

sorry for the moan, just feeling sore, tired and moody.

I'll find my motivational head again for tomorrow.

xxx