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Thursday, 28 January 2010

ED amnesty-Things i LOVE but ED hates...

I love being creative. Ed likes me to be constructive.
I love riding for fun...but Ed wants me to be the best again.
I love dance and have fun with my girls, and be silly...but Ed wants me to hide away and listen to it.
I love to surf, but Ed things i am too fat for beach clothes and makes me feel self conscious.
I LOVE fashion and customising clothes,pretty, unusual dresses, mad shoes and experimenting, but Ed thinks i look silly.I LOVE bows!
I love to talk to my friends for hours about nothing and just giggle, and Ed wants me to hide from them.
I love to have adventures and get up to naughtyness...but Ed thinks i should do something useful.

But you wanna watch your back Ed.

Cos i'm on to you...

Because we aren't thinking on the same level anymore, your no friend of mine...
and it might take me a long time yet, but that doesnt matter, 
because im fighting you back

And im going to be me again 
Me, Myself and I

Not the odd pieces of me you make me now.

xxx 





 

2 comments:

Lou Lou said...

hell yeah!
im onto you mofo!
I can relate to this, a lot! when did you start to LOVE bows. so cute.
your posts are just becoming so positive.
my friend yesterday said
"you cant keep doing the same thing over and over and over and expect different results"
It really stuck in there.
lou

i love bows:) said...

:) i really like that, akes a lot of sense.

haha i have LOVED bows, like actual love, since i was about 18:) lol am a nutter!

xxx