Yesterday I got an email from one fo the tutors at college telling me i'd got distinctions in her modules, and she congratulated me, saying 'I must have be pretty bright to do that without having been able to go to many of the lessons, and well done'.
The night before I got that email, I was at A&E getting myself sewn back together. Remenber when I swore blind I would never cut like that again, because I wanted to shoot myself from the pain of it?and that I literally went loopy from how much it all hurt for so long.
Well, I'm so clever that I did it all again.
(I also think its slightly ironic that i got a distinction for my eating disorders essay. Can you imagine failing that??!!)
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First, massive well done for getting distinction.
But I'm so sorry it happened again, what's the damage? How are you feeling?
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Congratulations! And then oh dear :( I hope you're okay love. Thinking of you <3
Congratulations on your amazing results...but sorry to hear things are so difficult in other ways...
Hugs
Sarah x
Congratulations! And I'm so sorry you're having a hard time. Please take care of yourself and know that I am thinking about you. I hate how every time I do something SI I tell myself afterward I'm never doing it again and then it seems to happen all over. Even when I'm doing it it's like in the moment I know I'll regret it later but I just don't care at the time.
xoxo
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