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Saturday, 8 May 2010

uneasy

This time last week I tried to kill myself.Pretty much to the minute this time last week.

I dont feel too great right now

everything hurts-but still, like then-its not enough

i dont know what i want

5 comments:

i love bows:) said...

i wish i was still in hospital. at least there i was to out of it to think, and remember things

Jessie said...

You can take the life out of a vic, but you cannot take a vic out of life!!! :)


This is so true--please, please, please hold on and please go back to the hospital if you need to.

I'm thinking about you and sending lots of love your way.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry that things got that bad. I'm really glad you survived though, you're an awesome person and lots of us would be sad if you weren't here.
I agree, please go back to hospital I'd you need and tell someone about how you're feeling.
Take care,
Cassie x

Sairs said...

Sending you lots of positive thoughts and hopes and hope you are okay. I know it's hard hun but you need to fight. You are worth everything and without you, the world would not be the same.
*love and hugs*
Sarah

mariposai said...

I like what Jessie says! I'm so glad you're still here with us Vic, because you are an amazing part of the world. I feel privileged to have discovered you through blogging, and you are so unique and lovely, that I'm so so glad you've stuck around.

If you need to go back to hospital, please go. Don't risk anything, just do whatever it takes to stay safe.

Hugs and more hugs and even more hugs

Sarah x