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Friday, 14 May 2010

feeling grumpy

ugh.

I really would quite like to be a normal person today.

and another thing. there are only so many times you can study the same topics befroe the subject become totally soul destroying. I have an A level in biology, and studied it at degree level at Liverpool as part of the vet course. I have vet nurse and equine health qualifications. AND I AM SO SICK OF WRITING ABOUT HOMEOSTASIS!!!! i thought i was going to crack earlier when i wrote a whole bloody assignmnent on this and negative feeedback meachanisms without needing a textbook.cos thats when i realised how much space this rubbish has been taking up in my brain for tha last 10 years. I just want to learn something new!this stupid foundation course is like being stuck in a time warp. It pisses me off that i have to do it, i have A GRADE  A-LEVELS DAMN IT! i cannot beleive that they can possibly say they are out of date, when i am studying EXACTLY TO THE WORD the same stuff i did then.

and now i have to pay for the privellege!and put up with a whole load of shit from college.
AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGG

you might have guessed, but im a little bit stressed right now.

3 comments:

battleinmind said...

I'm doing A level biology and am just starting to learn about negative/positive feedback...I can't imagine learning about it for another 3 years! I also can't imagine getting A's at A levels you genius!

I hope when all these exams/coursework assignments are over you can push it all out of your head!!!

Thinking of you tons!


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i love bows:) said...

thanks battle babe!dont even get me started on positive feedback and its dire consequencies...cos i remeber the whole sodding chapter!!!!

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mariposai said...

Argh this sounds really annoying! Alas I have never done any science A-levels, so I'm a little lost on this one ;)

Hopefully this'll be the last time you have to repeat this stuff!

Sarah x