I just got home from the hospital this evening. And, logging into my email, and my blog, and facebook- I felt truly overwhemed and touched by the care and support and general fabulousness you have all shown me.
I'm so so sorry if i worried people- I honestly didnt mean too. I've been writing and re writing this post for about an hour now-because i cant really figure out the words. So i'm going to leave it at a really big thankyou, to a lot of lovely people- Jessie, Loubie, Jennifer, Sarah, Katie, Rachel, Elk and Nicole-and everyone else who made me feel that i had something to keep fighting for.
I dont really know how i feel right now. im so ashamed, and im frightened, and I dont really know which way up the world is. I dont really know how i feel about the fact that i am still here.
This is what the surgeon said to me today, when he checked me over before he discharged me-
' If you feel like you have nothing left to loose, then surely-by default-you only stand to gain'
I love you guys
thankyou-and im sorry.
vics xxx
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don't be sorry hun, I'm just glad you're okay! I thought you probably were in hosptial and unlike my hospital that I went to, I can't imagine there would be a computer that they would let you use or even if there was, you feel so crap you cannot put into words what you're feeling. Chin up babe. I think awesome and Ziggy raises his glass (I'm not going to ask what is in it) to you too and did a special Ziggy dance for you!
*hugs*
Sarah
1. Don't be ashamed or sorry!
2. Listen to what that surgeon said, he's right.
3. You're too fabulous for words.
We love you and want to support you through this.
xxx
Haha, sarah and ziggy do make me laugh.
i'm glad you're still here, we have a shopping trip to plan, and also, in honour of you and your fabulous dress sense, i've given you a beautiful blogger award, it's on my blog
love, petal xo
Many tight hugs.
I'm so glad you're - more or less/in some ways - okay.
And I'm glad that surgeon put it to you in such a way that resonated with you so well. He's right.
Things will get better.
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