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Saturday, 15 May 2010

note to self

NEVER cut deep enough to perforate your bowel again. because it really bloody hurts. :(

I feel like im going off my head cos it all hurts so muc, with post op infection and stuff. someone shoot me PLEASE. itl be less painful, im sure.

xxx

4 comments:

Jessie said...

*hugs* I'm really, really sorry. When do you go back to the dr?

xoxo

I'm thinking of you.

i love bows:) said...

thanks jess babe
its my own fault, so i should just stop moaning really.going docs again on monday, i swear im not supposed to be this swollen:(

love you!xxx

mariposai said...

I can't imagine how painful that must be...hopefully the doc will be able to help - I wish I had some kind of magic drug for you to make it all better...

xxx

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry you're in such pain.
I have an idea of what it may feel like.
I hope going to the dr will help you.
<3