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Wednesday, 6 October 2010

intensity

I dont really know how it got to this. I have all this stuff inside my head fighting to get out, swimming around for space, pushing everything else out of the way. Accept that when i try and explain it to someone, or write it, it all disappears, leaving me with nothing.

I feel really alone right now. Which is actually kinda normal, so hey, at least im used to it.

Just please dont make me have to leave my room. I cant be in a lecture theatre, I dont want to be in the practical gyms, and i cant cant cant go in the kitchen.

please someone understand. I want friends, i want this to be different, but please i really really cant leave my room right now.

1 comment:

kiz said...

love u, know the feeling of nothingness to say but u have a friend in me :) love u. stay put and claim freshers flu and catch up online if u need xxxx