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Wednesday, 2 December 2009

I feel like im going crazy:(

I seriously dont know what to do anymore. Because i feel like ive opened pandoras ox-like once you have opened a bit, it all comes spilling out, but im so tired and confused by gettng such mixed messages. because on the one hand, I've got people telling me i need to talk things through, and on the other-well whenever i do, I just get told continuosly that im looking for attention.And im not, I just want some help to deal with how im feeling:(

xxx

2 comments:

Brandee said...

Can you see a therapist? I have a great one who really makes me think, is comforting, doesn't judge, and helps me process.
sounds like you have a lot going on inside all at once and ED is way strong taking advantage of it all.
I am here for you.
hang in here with me.
((hugs))
Brandee

i love bows:) said...

Thanks Brandee :)
your really inspiring. yeh have just started looking into the private treatment route, as not getting anywhere with NHS. Ed feels like hes taking way advantage right now, and tightening its grip. Itl all be ok. gotta hang in there!
Thanks hun
Hugs
vic xx