i CAN do this! :)

I decided to write this stuff as a post, cos in a couple of days when im thinking im total rubbish, i can read back over it. I feel kinda proud of me at the moment, and i really dont ever think i've genuinally felt like that before. I've had breakfast for 3 days without purging, and this feels like a really big achievment right now, all about baby steps:)
And i've been really struggling with low mood recently, and today i went to see my GP and everything just came spilling out, and he just sat there listening to me talking for ages, was REALLY nice, didnt try and hurry me (tad over 10 min slot!) and said lots of nice encouraging things, and said he was really pleased that i managed to tell him that stuff. And he helped me figure out a new more manageable meal plan, and was basically just all kinds of lovliness, and is really pushing through my re-referals for me.
It helped, because i got stuck in a really bad way of feeling like i shouldnt be talking to anyone, and now i guess i feel a little recharged and ready to do battle royale' with ED again!!

:) thanks for everyones lovliness recently

xxx