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Monday, 30 November 2009

Last night-bad times!

So last night was probably up there as one of the worst of my life...I havnt bben feeling great for a while now, and last night I called our MHT's out of hours line, cos I just wanted to talk to someoe about how I was feeling. I spoke to them for a bit, and they asked if it would be ok to call me back, as they had to go out on a visit-which was fine. Anyways, during the time it took them to call back, I fell asleep-and once i actually get to sleep when im feeling low like this, I am literally dead to the world. So was quite surprised to wake up to the police shining a bloody torch in my face and shouting on their radios...I'd slept through out of hours calling me back, they got worried and sent police over. And i managed to sleep through them kicking my door in when i didnt answer. Took me hours to convince them was ok, now have v angry landlord-re broken door, im very confused and now far to worried to ever call out of hours again. GO ME.

Moral-Dont fall asleep while you are waiting for MHT to call you back!

2 comments:

Samf said...

Oh my god hun, really sorry to hear that ended the way it did. At least you had the courage to speak to somebody, even if it did end up a little crazy!
Hope you are ok, stay strong :)
Sam xxx

i love bows:) said...

hey Hun
thanks thats really nice of you:) yeh was a bit of a nightmare, dont fancy that happening again, but was also a bit of a reality check-that i need to get out of my hole and keep on trying:)
take lots of care
vic xxx