Today

Not quite sure what to think of today...cos on the one had its been pretty productive-have done a mountain of uni work, but on the other hand, i only did it cos needed some big time distraction!oh well, guess thats the way the cookie crumbles...only now, i've ploughed through all the work i out off, and now cant distract myself from it all anymore. I think binging phases are the worst. I literally eat, cant stop then purge...then an hour later it happens again and goes on like that all bloody day...my idea of recovery is to find the middle ground...thats what it means to me, to not constantly be swinging from restriction to binging. But on the plus side...i didnt weigh myself today!Actually i think thats whats been doing my head in all the time...but baby steps...but in my world im mega proud of that:)

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