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Saturday, 14 November 2009

oh FFS!

Why am i so freaking stupid!have just binged and purged worse than have for ages, am such a failure, and feel so ashamed of myself.i cant do this.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

yer u can do this its just a slip- its like learning to ice skate - who ever said u could just turn up at the olympics without having stepped on the ice rink b4 = OF COURSE UR GOING TO SLIP BUT ITS WHAT U LEARN FROM IT THAT HELPS U GET TO THE OLYMPICS... loves xx

Brandee said...

so true a slip! I slip daily but am in recovery daily. there is no perfect recovery and it's not a relapse. You are still focused on recovery!
Ed posted that, not you hun.
((hugs))
Brandee