ok, so some opinions would be good please...so im absolutely going to put a helluva lot into recovery now...i cant keep getting dragged down and feeling stuck...but the weight thing. Im a bit confused. I mean, does it gradually become insignificant? because the moment, how much i care about it frightens me a little...see i never even really thought my bulimia centered around weight control...was more about emotional control.maybe im just messed up and it actually amounts to the same thing. Either way, i care more about my weight than i ever did right now, and i feel like im pouring all my energy into being anti Ed-like literally, its taking over.
Is this just Ed's way of having a power battle...i mean, like you try and argue and reason it, then it just feels like weight is more of an issue than ever?
Maybe Ed is getting insecure!
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