not so doom and gloom (numbers mentioned-clothing sizes)

lol god ive been depressing lately! am feeling a bit more with it again now, so im gonna start trying really hard to get past the restriction thing, and try not to swing the other way...ive started writing a food diary again for my doc, and hes gonna help me work out a bit of a plan while the powers that be are deciding what the heck to do with me:p
And ive got group tonight...funtimes, i hate group but thats just because i feel massively awkward with the others, but im gonna really try tonight and see what happens.
incidently, is it any wonder why people get confused?!(im gonna talk a little about clothes size-in a non bad way, but just to warn people who dont want to read)
like, seriously, today im wearing a skirt thats a completely different size-by miles-to the top im wearing. im certainly not what you would call petite, and it confuses the heck out of me that i can wear a size 8 top from one shop, and in another id need a 16-not kidding!and dont even go there with the bottom half!and topshop-i love topshop, but i wish they would sort the sizing out-they only ever have one of each thing in anything above a 12(which they rarely have anyway!), and its so depressing to automatically look for something in the biggest size they do, when in another shop that size would be kinda big. really annoys me, this whole thing.
and sorry-i donormally try and stay away from number talk.

xxx