I dont think my tummy has appreciated 13 years of this....

well, actually i dont think my brain has either, but thats a whole over thing.

My tummy aches.all the time. It hurts when its empty, it hurts when i eat. It hurts when I make myself sick and it hurts if I dont. Sometimes it hurts so much that I end uo being sick without making myself. When I eat, it feels like someone is stabbing the inside of my tummy.

it hates being empty, and doesnt like being full. Anything over than literally empty feels like its full. I was in bed tonight crying cos my tummy hurt, and i felt so hungry, but didnt want to eat cos i knew it would hurt more. Eventually couldnt take being starving anymore and went and made some food. 1 slice of beans and cheeses on toast and my tummy is angry.

i feel like my body is giving up on me now.