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Monday, 20 September 2010

well, its sure not cornwall!!

And if it were, I'd be able to call the home treatment team. And right now I'd swap everything I own for a chat with them. Hardcore.

I cant get mobile signal in my room (this seems to be a common theme in halls of residence) and they cant get through on the weird landline phone in my room.which is annoying. hey ho.

so today, me and my mangled hand tried to register with a doctor. There are MANY gp practices in this area, all of which are highly selective on their catchment area, and keep the details of which surgery i could register at, as some sort of state secret, which shall never be disclosed. I had to go back to A and E clinic this morning, which was fun (and painful) but did manage to register with a dentist. anyone looking for an NHS dentist-there are approx 1 million dentists in this area, all taking on new patients. They all look equally scary, none can speak english, but hey, i guess it tests your nerves lol.I'm not good at dentists, so not entirely sure i will turn up to appt on friday. we shall see. Today I went to in to town, and then got the bus back via kingston, so i could have a perve in my old fav shops lol.something to do anyway. NOTHING has changed. except the shopping centre I used to frequent as a tennager now only seems to cater for males. v strange.

I saw some people I used to know today, and it was not fun. They blatently saw me , from the nudging and the whisoering, and its no secret that i moved to cornwall to put space between myself and them, to try and get better. Cos they are total scene queens, and like, wanted eating disorders for the glamour. ffs.

I got my Chartered society of physio  poloshirt and badge today in the post!so now i cant get sued if i break anyone lol hahhahah

proud moment. that badge is my new fav accessory.

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1 comment:

none said...

Love you so much!! You can do this and I am so, so proud of you for getting this far. You are a rock star!!
xoxoxo