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Tuesday, 7 September 2010

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RE -IM SO FUCKING FED UP OF THE BAG OF PISS STRAPPED TO MY LEG-

i swear if this catheter is not taken out NOW i am going to go fucking insane. its been 3 weeks!!and even my GP doesnt know why i have it still.

take it out someone please. or im ripping it out. im HURTS and if i get bathed in my own piss one more time im going to kill someone, or myself.im not sure which. the bags broke twoce last night, and the connection to the bag undone 5 times today. i am SICK OF BEING COVERED IN PISS.

TAKE IT OUT PLEEEEEASE I CANT DEAL ANYMORE.

2 comments:

Sairs said...

I'm sorry you are having such an awful time right now hun. I really am. Wish I wasn't over the other side of the world or I would come and help you. I hope something gets done soon and that you get the bag thing sorted out.
*hugs*
sarah

sarahlynn said...

*hugs* I'm sure they'll take it out soon, but I know they are horrible. And I can't imagine having one at home. It sounds like you have a fairly crappy setup, to have them busting on you all the time! :-( If I were there (and wouldn't lose my license/job/freedom... and were allowed) I would take it out for you. DEFINITELY never EVER pull it out. YOWCH, not to mention never being able to hold your pee anymore... Do you think you'd have better bladder control? Because it would be even more sucky to wear diapers. I really REALLY hope it is sorted out soon. I'll be thinking of you!