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Sunday, 12 September 2010

fml

just really really really FML

i just wanted to go to school.

and now i dont think i can.

and its not fucking fair. we dont all have parents paying our way, or a secret stash of money in the bank.and even when you apply for student finance, fugure it all out-well, why bother, cos it just fucks up anyway.

fml

4 comments:

none said...

Honestly, I know exactly how you feel because I've felt this way so many times, when I've tried to get to where I want to be, tried to plan everything out, and then it ends up getting fucked up. And I hate having to beg and scrape when everyone else seems to have parents who can just step in and put down money. But I guess the only thing I can say is that you have to keep trying. Even when it seems like there's no point and you've tried everything. Keep calling and talking to people and honestly I think sometimes they just get so sick of you they'll let you in (or at least that's what I think they did with me).

xoxo

ksgirl said...

When you make it (and I know you will, even if you have to try again next year) you will know YOU did it. All. On. Your. Own. And that will feel great.

I had parents who told me all my life I would go to college, and then when I was applying to schools, they informed me they were in debt and there was no money to help me.

I hated them for it, but I worked 3 and 4 jobs all thru school and graduated and I did it on my own.

Sorry for the rant. I just want to say I believe in you and know you will do it.

battleinmind said...

Hunny, I know you can do it. I also know student finance is a pain in the butt. I really want you to be able to go to uni :(


HUGS XXXX

Anonymous said...

Student finance is such a pain in the ass. Has your uni got an emergency fund? Seriously, pester both the university and student finance until they sort something out, because they shouldn't be so rubbish that they keep you from being able to start there. I have my fingers crossed that this can all be sorted out Vics <3