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Tuesday, 1 February 2011

Im not fine, and im not fucking ok

its not alright. its not freaking fine, im not fine, everything IS NOT FINE.

im NOT FUCKING OK, AND I'M FRIGHTENED COS I'VE NEVER NOT KNOWN WHAT TO DO TO MAKE OT BETTER, FIX IT. apart from eat everything, eat nothing, puke my guts up, or slice through vital arteries.obviously.

IM NOT FUCKING OK. IM REALLY, REALLY, REALLY NOT.

its not fine, im not fucking fine. 

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you lovely x

Anonymous said...

I want to give you a not very useful but very well intentioned hug :( xxx