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Saturday, 12 February 2011

same old story

i'm really not reasy to leave the unit. my last day is this comin thursday and im so scared about it. everything is so uncertain. I dont know if i'm going back to uni, needing to move out of halls, whats happening with treatemt-anything. and its so frightening.

I need to feel safe and i need to feel like its ok to need help, and i honestly dont know how to deal on my own again. i dont know if i can do it all over again.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I can relate that the unknown is terrifying. I think changes are always hard, and leaving the unit is rather a big change. Give yourself time to adjust. You can do this.
*hugs*

Nobody Girl said...

leaving inpatient can be super scary. i wish you the best of luck when readjusting to the outside world! you can do it!