over-riding thought of the day-

i just want to be skinny.

thats all

its not too much

pleeeease.

i need this. i cant stand being this FAT.

im very sorry, but i cant eat that food anymore. It doesnt matter of you tell me its medicine, its prescribed, i need it. I just dont trust you. you told me you were going to help me, but you havnt. you've made me feel soo much worse, so far from ok, you've turned me inside out, and now you are going to leave me to it. I cant do it. Not on my own. Im too tired to fight this on my own, and Ed says im fat, and weak and pathetic, and actually, im inclined to agree.

please. I just want to be noraml sized, and little like everyone else. I cant even do one thing right for my mum. she said i was fat, and she's right, and now i need to be skinny.