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Monday, 25 July 2011

sleepy days=brain shutdown

I think my head has finally decided it has had enough, and has thus decided to shut itself off from life. This means i get to sleep, lots.and then some more.

I'm so exhausted, bone tired through and through. Thinking makes it worse, so i just end up asleep again.

maybe its a self preservation thing-i cant hurt myself anymore if im asleep, so maybe its me trying to save myself, some stupid instinct thing. If it is, its very annoying, and id like it to leave me alone, to finish what i started.

anyway, my head says its time to go back to sleep now.

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