This is NOT a Pro ED/SI blog. I'm not pretending to be perfect, i'm not recovered, but I WANT to be.

today you are you
that is truer than true
there is no-one alive
who is youer than you

Saturday, 12 March 2011

A video that gets it.

The beginign of this video makes me feel all funny to watch. Because its exactly how I feel. The absolutedesperation that the girl feels, the hopelessness of it all. How it pulls you apart, how you need it. I feel very much like that at the moment. And no, I dont look like how the girl is in 'reality'-I just-i dunno-this video makes me feel better. Like someoe out there got it. I just want all of me to go away< I feel like i want to pull chunks of it away, i get uo in the morning and i feel just this awful dispair that im just so FAT. I cant deal with it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XtcV_3lLrF0

1 comment:

Midnitefyrfly said...

Watching that video gives me so much empathy for what you and so many others go through. I wish there were simple and easy answers that would allow people of all shapes and sizes to love themselves. You are definitely not alone, and every breath you take is another moment of hope.