Daydreaming

About food. 

Again. 

All the bloody time. 

I can't eat it because I will want to be sick and being sick wins in the battle of "not being sick" cos I'm fat and tired and worn down by shit. 

And if I'm sick il screw by bloods up some more and that would suck as need to NOT get sectioned right now. 

But oh the daydreams.