It makes me want to hold everyone i love close to me, and never let them leave, and it also makes me want to push everyone far far away, so that it doesnt hurt when they go, cos i got there first.
I hate that i have relapsed so badly. I hate that by relapsing, its becomes about me. and its not, its really really not. That all the support at the unit turns into how are you coping with food/self harm, instead of what happened. I didnt want it to be-and by posting this im going to own that, stop it and get on track again. Because too much life has already been lost.
xxxxxx
i love you precious precious girl xxxx
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Just wanted to leave *hugs*
^^ what Ducky said. I don't know what to say, but do know I'm sending you hugs, and I hope you're ok.
xx
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