So, Ive been on the day unit for about 3 months now. Doesnt seem like long at all...and already im worried about how quickly discharge dates will creep up on me. They used to say that the average length of treatment is 6 months....so id be halfway through. But it many ways i dont feel like ive got anywhere yet. Ive only just finished my assessment phase a couple of weeks ago, which means im only now starting to really talk about the super hard stuff in therapy. Sometimes they casually mention that they rekon il be there for about a year-which is frustrating, disappointing, and so so safety giving and wanted all in one. weird. But ive got very acustomed to my blue chair in the lounge.
Im going back to uni tomorrow. oh MG!its supposed to be to help me work through the difficulties it brings up for me while im on the unit-and give me the chance to do the exams i missed. so im going to be going in on tues mornings to join the new first years for practicals, seeing as i missed most of them last year.
really really not feeling it. I was so desperate to get back to it, and now its come to it, i just dont want to know.
all i want to do is sleep.
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See how it goes tomorrow-or even today-you never know how you might feel after a few days of doing it-sounds like it could be good to go back with the support of the unit etc there still.
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